Or...You could...Don't

Last night I told myself I'd blog this super early this morning, but that's didn't quite crystalize. I would have given anything (ok let me repeat that: I would have given anything) to have stayed on with the rest of the kids at vbc, if only because it would have materialized the afterglow of the weekend and carry me straight through the the 3-camp finale next weekend, but also because it is a reminder that this choice has been forcefully taken from me by these national commitments. Such was the dread, immense and suffocating. Not lingering the afternoon inched toward the twilight hours gives me more impetus to go this evening.