though not a recent observation/revelation, i'm turning 17 in 6 days' time...
and by some stroke of fateful karmaic cyclical whatnot, as if my subconscious resists getting older, i fall sick...
last year i was holed up at home on the 25th of april, as well as the preceding sunday, spoiling plans and making me positively miserable...
guess misery not only loves company, it loves repeating itself as well...

spent today at home again, feeling worse than yesterday, a rare but now seemingly achievable feat, watching the collection of media that the virginia tech massacre-er sent to nbc... depressing, but that, mixed with world sports on cnn and tonnes of jamie oliver/keith floyd/asha gill/martha stewart/ellen degeneres/oprah winfrey/tyra banks has left me rather numb...

tonight's idol results show was really good, not only coz sanjaya left, but fergie put up an amazing performance...
and i hope singapore's gonna show the idol gives back extravaganza next week...

upgrade.u,
jlc(aines).