describing my hols: points to pic...
that's how fun, how ridiculously non-constructive the last two months have been...
i dun think there's ever been such a vacation without worry or work before...
but that just means that when i go to class tomorrow, it marks the beginning of a few weeks of intense catching up... gotta get myself on par with everyone else...

as much as i look forward to new experiences, i'm still hit with that universal new-year-ahead vibe - trepidation towards what is unknown...
will my class be nice?
will the work be too much/too tedious?
will i have the fun i had this year?
comparisons: another flaw where introspection and hope are concerned...
at the start of a year i look back and wonder how i could ever have doubted the year that had just past, how i could have feared and dreaded going to school and what not, when in hindsight, there were so many things to look forward too... i wouldn't have traded the year in all its entirety for a year without stress...
but as another year dawns, i look back and see how much fun i had, and that same fear creeps back in, a questioning fear...

can't help it i guess...

new school,
john.