'cos all of the stars
have faded away
try not to worry
you'll see them someday
take what you need
and be on your way
'nd stop cryin' your heart out...

despicable behavior
caustic? sarcastic?
those words mean nothing
after that show
of
just how irrational
the human nature can be

sending me an email
only serves to entrench
the position you
put yourself in
those who read it
no,
i wanted to let them
read the lines of ridicule
they too now see
just how irrational
the human nature can be

this i promise you
don't ever try anything again
that has the potential
to jeopardize my final grades
the light will be that much dimmer
as it was today
that's
just how irrational
the human nature can be

oh my word i got some of my marks back today...
its really quite scary, especially my chinese was barely passed...
hope i can get a B overall...
MI and bio were not bad, thank goodness...
must make sure my brochure goes well...
need to maintain this mark...
LA was below my expectations...
and we dun have any more assignments
which i can use to pull up my grades...
just hope the collection of reflections get
as high as it possibly can...

one tree hill season 2!
star world
wednesdays, 8pm

more than words,
john.