deliberation led to thoughts...
consideratons i had never seen...
new perspectives from speaking to ppl...
but in the end, the stress only made way for my decision...
my next four years of education will be spent in the NJC IP

i'm reallly thankful to everyone hu's encouraged me...
gave me advice...
talked me thru...
and i hope that this will not change our friendship in any way...

a new beginning that is real...
jlc