after the initial celebration of getting into nj...
i'm now in the worst dilemma i've faced yet...
not only becuz i had a terrible interview with vjc...
(but i think i'll be offered a place)
but also becuz i really wanna stay in acsi...
but u see, the uyo policy drives me nuts...
and the lifestyle is ridiculously hectic...
but its this rush that drives me...
and the many friends i've made...
too many to name...
i dun wanna leace them behind...
but in nj i'll haf more time to myself...
more time to try new things...
and no uyo...
but i'll haf to re-orientate myself and establish new contacts...
this is draining me...
thanks everyone for the encouragement...
ppl like darius are already so decided on what they wanna do...
but i can never me like that...

Celine: thanks!! =P
Yuankheng: u are so rite abt what i'm facing...
Joshua Cao: good job in the drama today... hope we make it... and i really wanna stay as well...
Jialin: i would luv to stay in acdebate... but even if i go nj, i'll continue debating... i'm not sure abt vj... coz there are less ppl i noe there...
Sean: thanks again!
Jon zhang: yaya i'm coming... hahas...
Leighanne: linked u already!
Justine: heyas to dot as well.. but really... nothing is confirmed...

shout outs to all...
jlc