love has lifted me higher...!
as it stands, the deadline is getting closer...
BUT i'm not getting any nearer my decision...
my choice can only be made on Friday, 3 Sept...
so stay tuned till then...

Happy Teachers' Day!
joseph wong, ranjee, elaine, fiona...

thanks!
jlc

ok...
sitting on my desk are 3 acceptance forms for 3 IPs...
one of them has been signed "rejected"
while the other two are pendin g acceptance or rejection...
but for now, i can only wait till i haf ALL the necessary information and to noe that i've done all in my power to make my decision less regrettable...
but i haf not decided, if ur wondering...
thanks to everyone for ur advice...
lets not dwell on that now...
i'll haf plenty of time to dwell on that later...

saturday was pretty fun...
exhibition and church rehearsal...
yesterday i wanted to study...
but mid-day, i was hit my a severe headache...
sending me to my bed...
but all in all, it went not too bad...
today was boring...
even the "excitement" of getting into IB...
tomo is half day...
and aces day... eeyer...
haf to walk round the school...
i've gotta get the teachers' day gifts for the class done up asap!!!
hahas...
and i'm gonna personally give each of my teacher's a fruit of vegetable!
yay!!!

kks...
cyu soon...
watch out for more of my complaints of my decision...

i believe in the impossible
if i reach deep within my heart
to overcome any OBSTAcles
dun let this dream just fall apart
i strive to be the VERY BEST
shine my light for all to see

thanks everyone...
the encouragement and advice makes the pain of making a decision less...
but everyday my decision, or so called, falters...
swaying to one side, then the next...
i must first noe what to expect...
what i want...
what i'll enjoy best...
then i'll go with my heart...

went for a relaxing dinner at sakae sushi with debate team...
was a nice end to a busy week...
tomo's dep will be at esplanade where the intermediate exhibition is held...
1030...
hope many will come down!

nites
jlc

ok i think what i wrote in the last entry came out wrong...
i didn't mean to say NJ would be any more relaxed...
or that it'd be more slack or anything...
coz i noe fully how busy it will be...
and i'm by far prepared for that...
sorry to all those hu got the wrong meaning...

i've alot to say, but i'm too confused...
first things first, i got vj and nj admission letters today...
secondly, the tags i've been receiving are so depressing...
*feel like crying*
hahas.. but no offence to everyone...
thanks for tagging...
but reading them, everyone seems to want me to stay in acsi...
should i?
i dun noe...
i'm really trying to cheer up, make myself happier...
but its just not working out...
i'm too stressed...
i had a really good sms convo with paul today...
he basically reminded me of things that were not just pragmatic ways of thinking...
that intangible things must be considered when making my decision...
and i noe its rite... all i want is to haf the best school life i can...
thanks jamie, audrey for lending an ear...

rite now, i stand at ACSI: 60%, NJC: 35%, VJ: whats left...
i'd really wanna discuss it more with all those i've not talked to abt this...
so i'll cyu all on msn or just drop me a message...
thanks a million for ur advice and contributions!!
jlc

after the initial celebration of getting into nj...
i'm now in the worst dilemma i've faced yet...
not only becuz i had a terrible interview with vjc...
(but i think i'll be offered a place)
but also becuz i really wanna stay in acsi...
but u see, the uyo policy drives me nuts...
and the lifestyle is ridiculously hectic...
but its this rush that drives me...
and the many friends i've made...
too many to name...
i dun wanna leace them behind...
but in nj i'll haf more time to myself...
more time to try new things...
and no uyo...
but i'll haf to re-orientate myself and establish new contacts...
this is draining me...
thanks everyone for the encouragement...
ppl like darius are already so decided on what they wanna do...
but i can never me like that...

Celine: thanks!! =P
Yuankheng: u are so rite abt what i'm facing...
Joshua Cao: good job in the drama today... hope we make it... and i really wanna stay as well...
Jialin: i would luv to stay in acdebate... but even if i go nj, i'll continue debating... i'm not sure abt vj... coz there are less ppl i noe there...
Sean: thanks again!
Jon zhang: yaya i'm coming... hahas...
Leighanne: linked u already!
Justine: heyas to dot as well.. but really... nothing is confirmed...

shout outs to all...
jlc

yippeeeee!!
i got into NJC IP!!!
hahas...
its totally cool...
i noe paul got in too...
tag me if u did everyone!!!

*and finally... i believe*
jlc

heyas all!!
i've finally got my blog perfect again...
at least there aren't any errors now...
remember that my tagboard is in the left-bar, way down at the bottom!
today had church and JYC meeting...
we got a little bit of stuff done...
but its a long way to go...
neways, tomo is week 9 already!!!
exams are barely 5 weeks away...
i noe i should be frantically studying...
but my teachers haven't even finished the syllabus!!
can panic already ok...
good luck to all sec 4s in advance for the Os...

=P
jlc

ok... i've decided i'm gonna totally change this stupid layout...
as in completely!!
my gosh...
i hate this!!!
urgh...
but for now, bear with me...
i promise i'll do it tomo...

today was ok lar...
interview was really long, but fun!
dep was... different...
hahas...
didn't realise jyc comm was also there for recee...
tomo got meeting...
hope we get some concrete things down pat...

hoping
jlc

i really hope this pic will work...
hahas...
ok pass two days have been spent catching up on my life...
haf not even had time to come online...
but i've successfully caught up!!
albeit a minor setback where i had to go for the cross-country yesterday...
ended up in the officials' tent typing results...
so sian...
then the cab queue was way looooong...
so took bus home instead...

finished PW... as in completely...
i'm totally ready for presentation this thurs...
oh and thanks jamie for the postcard!!!
i'll haf to see if can make it for ur arts awareness day...

arite...
life is pseudo in order...
until...
i never noe...
jlc

heyas!
its been a fulfilling weekend...
today's exhibition debate was ok... not fantastic or anything...
comments anyone?
then went to kfc to talk... hahas...

the coming week is really really hectic...
haf to catch up with all i missed out in my period of dengue-fied fatigue...
thanks everyone for tagging...

ciao
jlc

ok my blog pic is giving me headaches now...
i've already changed it twice!!!!!!!!!
still refuses to work...
*scold*
ok... nvm...
today went for intermediate exhibition debate...
so cool!
sam and christine were fantastic...
another looked like an italian fashion designer...
hahas...!!
then went to prep at macs before going for DEP...
today we totally redid our case for tomo's exhibition...
actully typed with barker's com...
i've just sent it to Alex for checking...
ok!! here's the details of the debate...
Jurong Library at 2pm...
DEP juniors...
THW ban criminals from publishing accounts of their crimes...
i'm first prop!

cyu tomo there!!
jlc

first things first...
you would haf noticed my gorgeous new blog pic....
its a very pretty flower...
if not BLUE!!
hahas....

ok.... to all DEP ppl: So SORRY cannot make it today...
my parents making a huge amount of noise...
abt hafing to continue resting after DEngue.... sigh....
but i'll be at DEP tomo... PROMISE!!!
we had our tele-comference meeting last nite...
we got the points out... i worte my case....
but now joel just rang and told me they're planning a MAJOR change...
so haf to call them...
could ya'll tag to tell me wat's happening to our case?? thanks!!
rite... i've been vegetating for dunno how long already...
hafent traveled further than to get a blood test in 7 DAYS!!!!
urgh...
can't wait to get out of the house....
could someone tell me if there's JYC meeting tomo?
i just found out i've been switched from treasurer to FOOD!!
so fun...
ok...
tok to u all tomo!!!!!!
jlc

recovery takes its place now...
it was uncertain, but many believed i had dangue fever...
it was very odd...
hardly could tell the difference...
just that i was lethargic...
couldn't do anything....
blood test yesterday showed a low platelet count...
and i haf to go for one more tomo...
but i think i'm getting better...
although cannot return to school...

thanks everyone for tagging...
sorry for the little glitch in my blog pic...
oh i'm linking you Josh Cao...!!

ok PW over!
now dun noe....
got so many tests...
missing geog tomo...
hmmm...

nvm... update me on the happenings around town!
jlc

5 days of break wasted...
becuz of a chill
from running at macritchie...

hi all taggers!
yk: yar i wasn't at the guit thingy after all =(

hmm...
very tired...
gonna go rest...
tok to u guys soon...

jlc

don't cry out loud
just keep it inside
oh learn how to hide your feelings

it makes so much sense to me...
hahas...
so busy until can die...
but the stress is less now...
my project is almost done...
yay... really...
yesterday went to rugby finals...
go paul c ong!!
everyone thot he was fantastic...
today had IB interview...
really fun... if not short... anna and alistair...
also adjudicated interclass debates...
the final results are out...

tomo must run at macritchie...
got ac idol at nite...
but i think i haf worship prac...
hmm....
sat haf to sing in school...
then DEP...
then guitar performance... watching that is...
wednesday is a holiday...
i'm so having to study life science now...
ok... haf fun everyone...

cheerios!!!!!
jlc

one love one shot...
its all we ever got...
"sliding along side" by shifty...
luv the song...

u noe some things are really plagueing my life...
its like i'm subject to something i dun deserve...
its disgusting...
its wrong!!!!!!!!!!!

oh yar...
fiona ho was totally irritating today...
becuz of something abt our class being messy..
there is a new law that states we must put all out stuff in the lockers after each day...
so unreasonable...
but then today...
i went for PC with elaine in kbl...
and after that elaine asked us to return to class to pack out stuff...
but when i got there...
elaine had asked someone to put my stuff in the dustbin!!!!!
disgusting...
thanks joshua cao for helping me take them out...
haf a good mind to tell elaine...

kks...
super stressed...
thanks for the tags!!
jlc